I am now casually dating someone. And lets just say that the first time I spent the night, we broke his bed.  I know I'm not supposed to take anything men say in bed seriously, but it still weirds me out when they say, "I love you."  I mean here I am, between your legs, going down on you, and then you just blurt that out?! Cue me stopping for a moment and just staring, before reminding myself that I should just take it as a compliment to my oral skills.  How do people deal with this though?
I know my oral skills are admirable, (thank you porn!!) but I'm really not all that experienced and I don't feel that I am at the level to have guys constantly yelling sweet nothings and convulsing under my grip.  Maybe I should write a 'blow by blow guide' since it seems most women are severely lacking in the oral department... which surprises me because it's really not that difficult to do, and honestly, I love giving head.

Back...?

So I might possibly be back on my sugar hunt.  Not sure, I took a break for awhile because I was about to be a bit more well known, and I didn't feel comfortable not being completely anonymous.  But I have decided to postpone that foray, which leaves me open for another dip into the sugar bowl.  I've been talking with some potentials, three of them seem like genuine possibilities.  Again, it really depends on my comfort level though.  So I may take this slow, or not at all.
So toodles for now.